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Thursday, December 3, 2009Y

Stevie Hoang - I'll Be Fine

its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all

now deep down inside you
know it cuts like a knife
but im too proud to show it
pain in my chest (it feels)
like i lost my breath
she just doesnt know it
so many things that im dying to say
but i cant seem to tell her

its killing me, to know that she wants to leave
but im not gonna beg her to stay (no)
cause i got my pride, im not gonna cry
there wont be no tears falling from these eyes
dont need her to see
that its killing me
so this is what im saying

you dont have to worry about me
girl, i'll be fine
you dont have to call me again
girl, its alright
you dont have to ask me if i'll be okay
girl, i'll be fine
girl, i'll be fine

you aint got to tell me that we can still be friends
you aint gotta make no excuses and pretend
cause i'll be fine, said i'll be fine
there no need to call

its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all

i cant believe, that i fell so deep
and i let my heart so open
now i gotta try, to keep it inside
these words, are better left unspoken

cause i still got my pride, im not gonna cry
there wont be no tears fallling from these eyes
dont need her to see
that its killing me
so this is what im saying

you dont have to worry about me
girl, i'll be fine
you dont have to call me again
girl, its alright
you dont have to ask me if i'll be okay
girl, i'll be fine
girl, i'll be fine

you aint got to tell me the we can still be friends
you aint gotta make no excuses and pretend
cause i'll be fine, said i'll be fine
theres no need to call

its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all

girl i'll be fine (said i'll be fine)
theres no need to call
its better if we dont speak at all

its a nice song, go listen to it. (:

its kind of weird that every morning i'm always coughing. and its only morning. isnt it weird? it made me recalled back those days when i'm coughing badly during the H1N1 period. its horrible okay, i totally hate cough syrup. anyway, i heard from the news yesterday that some people who took the H1N1 vaccination, they died. this is crazy. who would even dare to even vaccinate if this case happens. and i wouldnt know how long would the tamiflu last in my body. and we're gonna go oversea soon. my mommy didnt have any anti-bodies in her body and shes so weak that couldn't afford to be ill you see. kind of worried for her. the rest of my family, they took tamiflu at home when i was infected with it. so it was still alright, hahas.

anyway, previous post i mentioned about my dad not willing to help me. and guess what. yesterday i called the alteration shop, she told me that my dad actually collected for me. i dont know okay. so he wasn't that inconsiderate afterall. (:

there's only nadia and me in class now as usual. hahas. and my cough is like killing me :( felt so horrible.

~ post at 7:40:00 AM ~

Tuesday, December 1, 2009Y

karina is so angry with her dad till her tears roll down her cheek. :( the story was;

i sent my formal skirt for alteration at elias mall. and the aunty shop closed at 2pm everyday. 8.30am to 2pm. and i have school. whats more i need it by friday because got elevator pitch and we are required to be in formal wear. unless i skip school or late for school for today or tomorrow to collect it. i dont wanna miss lessons you see. so i called my daddy and say can he please help me collect. and you know what he say? he said : so you think i dont need to sleep isit? is like oh my god. i get this reply from him. i said i got school, its not like as if i dont wanna collect. all he said was he wants to sleep.

i mean like if he got something else still okay leh. but he said sleep. this is like a ridiculous excuse ah. zzz. so for now, i still cant think of a way to collect it.

oh ya oh ya. theres a chinese song really nice. thanks to someone huh. lols. make me addicted to the song. when you listen the song, you'll have those sad sad feelings. lols. forever make me sad one sia. song also send me sad song. zzz. really very good at making me sad. zzz.

okay, my driving lesson postponed today. and the next time i'll see my uncle will be on 15th December and that will be the day i going in circuit. lols the tickets is so expensive. its $22.50 per entry. and i'm going 5 times which is hundred over dollars. and from January onwards,

ah there is another thing, from next year march onwards, reversed parking and parallel parking in circuit will NOT have any poles. so it means that it is even harder okay. luckily i'm gonna have the practical on 26th January. lols. so if i fail, means the next practical will be without the help of the pole. which means i dont know how to park my car already. which means will fail again maybe? lols. lets all pray hard that i'll pass just one time. its a waste of time for me. i've got no interest in learning driving cause i have no car. not like as if my dad will buy me one after i pass. if he did, the sky will be falling down. hahas.

~ post at 11:20:00 PM ~

Monday, November 30, 2009Y

OMGGGGG. I DELETED SOMETHING AT THE LEFT SIDE AND NOW ITS GONE.

~ post at 12:11:00 PM ~

Friday, November 27, 2009Y

GERMAINE! (:

CUTE RIGHT LOLS

ANDY! (:

RACHEL! (:

EDA! (:

KIKI! (:

ATHIRAH AND NADIA! (:

NADIA! (:

alright, today everyone of us wore formal. (: hahas, looks totally cool. this are the pictures that i have in my laptop.

~ post at 12:39:00 AM ~

Wednesday, November 25, 2009Y

its been really fun attending school now. maybe is because our class are bonded. and some of them just never fail to brighten my day, never fail to make me smile, comfort me when i'm down. hahas. this is the week 8. which means week 15 is coming real soon and again, we'll be all in different class again. oh, maybe those who are in the same course with me, we might be in the same class again if lucky. hahas. anyway, i really seldom update my blog already. because i am sick and tired of doing all this after writing so many RJs since the first day in RP.

alright, and i had cramps since yesterday. the feeling was horrible. but i was counted as one of the lucky ones. there are people who have serious cramp that they couldnt attend school.

and by the way, some of us started giving nicknames. especially wee chuan. she and her rubbish. hahas she is totally crazy but i love being with her because she keeps me entertained. lols. she really have got many nicknames. i've been inventing many new nicknames that totally suits her :P

and my whole December holiday is quite packed up with driving lesson. i think everyday gonna go for 2hours. not really everyday ah, but almost. however, i left out my sunday free as usual.

our second understanding test is round the corner, starting on the 9th December. i hope that i wont get to fail any subjects. i'm trying and working hard for it okay.

and i am sleepy now i need my sleep, but i have yet to finish my RJ. i shall stop here now people. buhbyeeee.

~ post at 7:58:00 PM ~

Sunday, November 22, 2009Y

i lost my wallet once again. hais. dont know how many times must i lost my wallet. its my third time losing my wallet. and my guess wallet is gone forever. i wonder did i drop it or did somebody pickpocket.

okay, next, i really have to keep myself from being distracted during marketing lesson else i would be having c all the way or even worser. i must really stop myself from being distracted by tuna. her laughter always make me laugh you know.

and theres another thing. i just dont understand why i gets jealous so easily. but i couldn't control myself. its really uncomfortable and unsightly for me to see this. maybe just because you meant too much to me. i guess the only time i wouldn't get jealous is when you no longer meant much to me and this day wouldn't come. i hope that this wouldn't happen to me ever again.

~ post at 10:08:00 PM ~